Warm weather. Even hot. And standing stupid essays and worrying about an expensive exam. Do you know what it is like to check up ryanair.com in search of a cheap flight to Frankfurt but finding nothing that suits your budget?
I haven't still written anything about my upcoming second Erasmus to Germany. It will be Heidelberg this time and I am really looking forward to it.
Because I want to find motivation again to keep on studying something that doesn't live up to my expectations. Because I want to find something, I don't know what, but something that it's definitely not here.
Why do I have to be so doubtful?
Would I prefer to be younger again? Would I prefer not having to make decisions and just following the pattern set before me? Would I? Really?
No.
Or maybe yes.
No, surely not.
But I am scared. I am always scared. Scared of messing it up as I have many times already.
However, I love Heidelberg.
Heidelberg, Baden-Württemberg.
A big kiss to you,
Laura, die Dolmetscherin
Because I want to find motivation again to keep on studying something that doesn't live up to my expectations. Because I want to find something, I don't know what, but something that it's definitely not here.
Why do I have to be so doubtful?
Would I prefer to be younger again? Would I prefer not having to make decisions and just following the pattern set before me? Would I? Really?
No.
Or maybe yes.
No, surely not.
But I am scared. I am always scared. Scared of messing it up as I have many times already.
However, I love Heidelberg.
Heidelberg, Baden-Württemberg.A big kiss to you,
Laura, die Dolmetscherin
3 comments:
comparto contigo esas sensaciones al 100% y me hago constantemente las mismas preguntas. Pero bueno,algo tienes seguro y es que pasarás un semestre de nuevo en Alemania..otras aún vivimos en la incertidumbre :P
1 besazo!! q buen jueves pasamos el otro dia eh?con nuestras conversaciones cambiando el mundo en la Rambla!Jajajaja
1 petó
Ja sé que no et servirà de cap consol... però aquests dubtes, per més gran que et facis, et segueixen donant voltes pel cap igualment.
No té res a veure amb l'edat... :)
O sigui que... a viure la vida sense por, i a "lo que nos echen..." no?
Petonassos paia!
Gemma
Estic d'acord amb l'útim comentari...som èssers que dubtem, i dubtarem sempre...ara que tens 20 anys i quan siguis una iaia que en tingui 80! Si no dubtessis no series humana, així que mira, ets humana jajajaja(hehehe...)L'important ja t'ho he dit, que facis las coses amb el cor, perquè el cor mai s'equivoca...i a tu no t'en falta de bon cor.
Petonets,
El Pali
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